ifindkarma. elegance is refusal.

June 8, 2009

Thank you, Rajeev Motwani.

Filed under: ifindkarma!, life, the universe, and everything! — ifindkarma @ 1:35 pm

On Friday I learned from Manish and Naval that Rajeev Motwani had died.

Rajeev and Asha invested in Joyce’s and my company Renkoo four years ago, and it really was the case that his friendship and his time were the most valuable aspects of that investment. Over the years, he has been a great advisor, confidant, and friend.

We would meet regularly at the University Coffee Cafe in Palo Alto. Every time I talked with him, he made my ideas better — on both technical matters and human matters. On the former, he always asked about algorithms we were developing so that he could suggest ways to improve them; on the latter, he regularly reminded me to be patient so that I could improve myself.

Over the years I’ve gotten myself into many sticky situations, and Rajeev was always Socratic, calmly advising me and Joyce to be all we can be, and reminding us to believe in ourselves the way he believed in us.

My favorite story about Rajeev is when the going got tough for Renkoo, and we gave every investor an opportunity to exit, his words to me were assured and confident. “Why would I want to leave you?” he asked. “You’re just getting started.” When I pointed out that other people did want out, he seemed peeved but resolved that everyone reacts differently to difficult situations, and that he was not going anywhere. Great things happen as the result of struggle and experience, and the longer we toil, the more experienced we become.

I never wanted to bother him, but he regularly checked in with me, and frankly I don’t know where he found the time. I know he was busy with a million other things, but he always made time for me. In fact, my next call with him was supposed to be today.

I spent a lot of this weekend shocked and sad. I still can’t believe he’s gone. As I read peoples’ thoughts about him — among them Om, David, Ron Conway, and Sergey — one thing really came across: Rajeev Motwani was a kind man. Rajeev gave so much strength and wisdom to so many people that his legacy lives on in all the people we touch and all the work we do.

And that is the greatest compliment I can bestow on anyone. I will truly miss you, Rajeev. Thank you.

May 26, 2008

Ooooh! I’m a scary baby panda!

Filed under: ifindkarma!, pandas! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 pm

lolpanda

March 21, 2008

Jawbone!

Filed under: buy!, ifindkarma! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 pm

Joyce bought me an Aliph Jawbone, and it’s the best bluetooth headset I’ve ever used.

Chad Dickerson’s review of Jawbone is right on the money.

I also was intrigued by Bradley Horowitz’s endorsement of the Pinnacle Video Transfer unit.

Recommendations from people I trust make me more likely to want to buy. Social relationships often mediate commercial relationships.

May 1, 2007

Panda + martini + cake = Lushy Ling Ling!

Thanks, chef duff.

April 22, 2007

Invisible table!

Filed under: ifindkarma!, invisible!, kitties!, lolcats! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 am

April 7, 2007

The city is all right.

Filed under: believe!, ifindkarma!, words! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 pm

The city is all right.
To live in one
Is to be civilized,
stay up and read
or sing and dance
all night and
see sunrise by
waiting up instead
of getting up.

Thanks, Robert Frost.

April 5, 2007

Panda ninja!

Filed under: ifindkarma! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 am

Panda ninja!

March 20, 2007

Semblance to a panda is coincidental!

Filed under: flickr!, ifindkarma!, pandas!, sleep! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 am

Rifkin the hiding panda!

Thanks, muntoh.

March 1, 2007

Me and Zachary Taylor!

Filed under: babies!, flickr!, ifindkarma! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 pm

Adam Rifkin and Zachary Taylor

Guess who is who. :)

March 1, 2005

Hello word!

Filed under: ifindkarma! — ifindkarma @ 4:20 am

This is (sadly) my first attempt to use wordpress; this is also (even more sadly) my ninth attempt to start a blog.

I am seriously considering moving from typepad to here.

In the meantime, I need to figure out a use for this wordpress.

It might take me a year or two, but I’ll figure something out.

In the meantime, I gotta go start Renkoo.

Peace.

Word.

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